Twice.

I was having a really weird day today. I don't know, but I felt ergh... kinda... confused.

At first, I was happy because I left my class to avoid math lesson :D but after I came back to my class, the time seemed went so fast. And finally the last time of after school came, and my ehm.. my best friend wanted to meet me. We shared a lot of our stories and I felt different at once.

What the heck was it? I can't explain it. It just kinda weird. Yes, I admit it.

That feeling has came again.
I... I don't know. I've just felt that I've fallen for him. Twice.

deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep inside my heart, I want to tell him about this, but I can't. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of rejection TT

finally! ^ ^

I was searching for some references about some website's designs. but then, I had an idea : "Why don't I open some blogs on blogspot?" and VOILA! I finally updated my blog tonight ^^

Tomorrow will be a really tiring day for me. yeah, my school assignments were crazy! it forced me to do it everydaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! I stressed :(

I also had many kinds of problems these few weeks. I got a broken heart. because someone that I adore the most was not normal. you guys know what I mean, right?

yeah.. life is tiring sometimes, but all we can do is make a change to it and not give up!! I have to do it! fighting, Dea!! ^^